Wednesday, November 18, 2015

It starts here

right at this moment, after my 5th IUI for the course of 5 years of trying, we both hoping for something good.

i dont put too much hope since I didnt take Menopur. M was on biz trip to Oman and unlike in Ottawa, we used pen instead of syringe. the worse part, the nurse was not available to  help me out ( it's a paid service). since each medication cost around $300, i just settled with let the nature do its thing.

I forgot the doc's name but she's more informative than the other 2 doctors. not that they are not any good but she told me that the mucus is clear and it gave a good indication. and M hold my hands and really the way i am hoping but he sucks at PDA. so it speaks volume for him to do that.

let's pray for something good.

i shed too much tears and countless prayers. it's just getting weary each time when i saw the spot.