week 11 day 5

last night was horrible!

i pretty much had a pleasant 11 weeks morning sickness free. probably due to my morning person attitude makes me chirpy in the AM in kinda set the happy mood.
but at night time is a totally different story. but Alhamdullilah, it was not that bad.

except yesterday.

Oh boy, i havent had a panic attack for a while and i did.

Scared the hell out of me. well the thing is, it was minor. but enough to make me to dial 811

oh baby in my belly. please make it easy for mommy/mak/mum/amma/maman/mama whatever you want to call me when you big enough to speak.

for now i cant wait to see you. if y'know what i mean

week 8

tonight i feel nauseated.
i've been chowing junk food and i knew it's bad.
i have to say that my pregnancy is not as bad as people i knew but it's not as typical normal day like some too.
it is okay. i am just feeling a bit tired but I am okay. for first timer for an oldie like me it is okay.
probably, this is the way Allah wants to compensate my inadequate friends morally support.
i pretty much have less or none to peers to pamper my malay food craving.
in fact i lost my interest to one of fav dishes.
well, i have no problem eating it when i put it in my mouth but i just cant imagine or think about it.
the thought of it makes me feel like to puke hard.

ok. having said that and having the image in my brain box, i gotta go to the loo. my mouth full with saliva. i feel like to gag