The lower back pain is painful and my ligament is stretching like nobody business.
Nausea and headache are getting an upgrade. I used to get it late after asar and now been getting it right after Dzuhur.
Even M noticed that.
I feel some kicking. I think.
I have to say that sensational feeling takes me away to the moon. Even looking at my belly in the mirror brings unspeakable feeling.
Of course, there are times I couldn't believe it's happening, but yes it did.
Bart keeps nudging his head to my belly. I noticed in the morning he will speak to the belly (or baby).
I hope when the baby comes out, they will entertain each other. Bart is too clingy and demanding. I heard babies are too.
I keep getting the fullness in my ear and that TV's monotone sound. But I choose just to deal with it by ignoring it. the belly and lower back pain are my top list priority.
Talked to mak yesterday. She looks ok. I was so sad, I cried whole night to sleep. I pray that she will recover from this monster C. May there will be a miracle. May Allah answer my prayer.
I need to be focused and be happy for the sake of mak and for the baby.
It difficult. May I find strength in this ordeal.
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